I guess i have always wanted to hurt myself to have something wrong with me. But it never controlled me i always controlled it. The only thing in my life I can't control is my eating. Until the other day. I found Ana, I'm not so great at it. All I want is to eat.. so once I felt my stomach grumble in full... I.. disposed of my stomachs contents right into the toilet... Ever since, I have done it each and every day some times multiple times. I want to be skinny. And I can and will find a way.
I.bought a digital scale and it informed me that I weight one 141.0 on am empty stomach... D: I'm hideous... But don't worry me and my, my Mio with a side kick of little star pencil can make it to 125...
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