Darn you charming small town cafe's with your tasty salad I smothered in ranch and your curl fries and fried shrimp that I thank go didn't finish all of.
And Darn you purple start pencil for making it so easy to re empty my stomach and make it crave ice cream, but that you for re making the ice cream leave me.
Darn me for thinking that purging after I eat is going to help anyone. Not even me. My three day diet seems a failure.
What will I do with myself! Gah.
Tomorrow I am banning myself from anything but the leftovers from tonight's binge, and... A pint of ice cream.. which is a lot... But i love ice cream, and if i don't eat it my body eats everything else as punishment for not giving it what it wants.
And heck I'll probably just hate myself and purge..
Every time I send him pictures of my tummy and he says "mmm" I think of all the vomit that went into keeping that way for the picture.
Im not even good at this. Can I have one talent please? On occupation at least? I'm to idle.
glad to have you as a follower! i'm flattered that i have inspired you. :D hang in there girl, you can do it. we all have days of weakness and binge. just do better tomorrow. its a new day.
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