I cried in the shower again today... Not sure why. I am so insecure lately and taking all of my clothes off to shower makes it even worse. Matt will be here in 7.5 days... How can I ever expect him to love my body if i can't even love it. He says he loves it... But what does he know, he.as only seen pictures in the last year.
My calorie intake was good today. I don't feel like a complete lardo laying in bed like i do most nights. I didn't count them accurately. But it wasn't to much. My goal is to have the weight I wake up with be the weight i fall asleep with, then when i wake up the next day it will bee even less! Woot! Common 138.2...
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